Though a fantastic song by Queen, I’m using the title only here. I highly recommend listening to any all Queen songs that you can, and I’m positive their music will pop up in this blog again.
As I had recently blogged about, there was a guy I was crazy for. We really hit it off and text/video chatted often. Though the distance between us was an obstacle, I was willing to give it a try.
But as of late, he’s very distant. Sometimes I won’t hear from him at all throughout the day. As it stands as of this minute, I haven’t heard from him in 27 hours. For the last week or so, this is becoming a trend, the time between messages is getting greater and greater. I honestly am not sure how to take this. I realize everyone has their own stuff going on, but it doesn’t take that long to send a text saying “Hey, I’m busy, but thinking of you.”
We were at a point where we were getting the feelings, and perhaps that was scary to him, or perhaps I was reading too much into our conversations. But either way, he’s pulling away.
Though it is kind of a slap in the face, it is what it is. I cannot force someone to like me or be into me. The feeling of being ignored hurts, but there is nothing I can do about that. I’m too old to be chasing people, and I just don’t have the energy to put into someone that isn’t going to reciprocate the sentiment.
So, another one bites the dust. I’m not going to reach out to him. I’ll reply if he does text or call, but I am not going to waste my energy on someone that puts me on the back burner. I have too much self worth to sit and wait on someone that treats me as an afterthought. If I am not a priority to you, you are not the one for me.
As always, you can find the music from my blog by clicking here.